Katie (desdemona1) wrote,
Katie
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i'll be just fine pretending im not

"I Caught Fire (In Your Eyes)"

Seemed to stop my breath
My head on your chest
Waiting to cave in
From the bottom of my...
Hear your voice again
Could we dim the sun
And wonder where we've been
Maybe you and me
So kiss me like you did
My heart stopped beating
Such a softer sin

(I'm melting, I'm melting)
In your eyes
I lost my place
Could stay a while

And I'm melting
In your eyes
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me
Lay with me
Now

Never caught my breath
Every second I'm without you I'm a mess
Ever know each other
Trust these words are stones
why cuts aren't healing
Learning how to love

I'm melting (I'm melting)
In your eyes
I lost my place
Could stay a while
And I'm melting
In your eyes
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me
Lay with me
(Stay with me lay with me now)

You could stay and watch me fall
And of course I'll ask for help
Just stay with me now
Take my hand
We could take our heads off
stay in bed just make love that's all
Just stay with me now

I'm melting (I'm melting)
In your eyes
I lost my place
Could stay a while
and I'm melting

In your eyes
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me
Lay with me
In your eyes
I lost my place
Could stay a while
and I'm melting
In your eyes
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me lay with me
(Stay with me, lay with me)

In your eyes
Let's sleep till the sun burns out
I'm melting in your eyes (I'm melting in your eyes)
Let's sleep till the sun burns out
I'm melting in your eyes



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i don't even know what is going on withe me anymore. these last couple months have taken quite the toll on me. i don't think i have ever cried so much before in my life. it seems like finally when something is going right, something else goes wrong. why does there always have to be a problem in my life.  its gotten to the point where sometimes i don't even know why i am crying any more... the tears just come pouring out and i can't control them. today alone, ive cried three times. i have never been so emotional before - ever. i'm supposed to be the strong one.well i was. i don't know whats going on with me. (make that 4 times today now)  im so fustrated and i don't even know what about anymore. its just everything. i love being in barrie with cal, but its like i can't adjust to my new program. and it shows. people have noticed that i am having a hard time. a girl in my class even suggested  seriously thinking about why i am here, bc she noticed (and others) that i am having a hard time, whether its bc of stress or something else.  i jsut don't know what to do anymore. i don't know how to handle it all. and i hate this feeling. ...like there is something always bothering me. it shouldn't be like this. i should be happy. its sad that ive gotten to the point where i don't know why i am crying, bc i am crying so much. i just, don't know what to do.
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